Resting/Recuperating

I've done the process, the initial phase of my journey to a perfect line of teeth. The surgery to remove the 'hidden teeth' underneath my sinus bone was done this afternoon. After that, the removal of 52, 63 and 64 took place. It was a gruelling 2 hours.

With 7 shots of local anaesthetic, my upper lips was literally numb!!! I can't even feel my lips let alone to gaggle. There's some pics taken by bootak but I rather keep it personal. The image were unbearable.

Now I am resting and recuperating. My gum are really sore; feels like someone just punched my face. Haih...

I hope tomorrow will be better...

-Nana Ali -

Don't Stop Believing!

Working hard to get my fill
Everybody wants a thrill
Paying anything to roll the dice
Just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

- Don't Stop Believing -



I am now officially addicted to Glee...
The season that strike a bomb to US viewers recently
This show was nominated for 3 category in the recent Golden Globe Award
and aced themselves the Best Television Series Comedy or Musical

When the world when hoo haa about it,
I wasnt interested at all to know about it,
Now that the Golden Globe recognize it,
It has now turned me into DVD Box Set sucker for episode per episode
My last weekend was all about Glee
2 days back to back episodes of it, where I was literally eat Glee, drink Glee, shower Glee and all about Glee.
Hehehehe

To those who has yet to watch it
Pls do so...
Cause it kick ass!!!!

Run, Run and Run

I have not run my LSD for so long already
The last time I ran long distance was 21km, which was during PBIM
Ermmm like what 3 months back?

I have been such a lazy ass all these while
Not even the usual Saturday run
I have skipped that for couple of times already
*sigh*

So, when I registered for 21km for this coming Energizer Night Race
I have second thoughts
"can I run the distance again?"
and can i drag my sorry ass to finish the distance within qualifying time

double sigh

I have to start again, so I guess this Putrajaya Night Marathon can be the kickstart.
Thou it is only for 7.7km
I believe its better than nothing
Right?

So to those who participated...
Good Luck and see you there

:)




* the race guide



* the route map

p/s: I have goosebumps waiting for this Sunday. Yeiks... my 'gigi' date

Attention, pls!!!

Okay I am not announcing anything here...
Instead I would like to draw your attention to something that requires your attention, crisis!!!

Often when we deal with crisis, we tend to know whose with you and vice versa. When dealing with all sorts of crisis, we tend to be highly dependent on people's opinion and views rather than our own. Believe it or not we don't even have the energy to think while dealing with crisis.

This does not mean that we let people to decide for or rather be influenced by others. Of course own view prevails. However, like something which is nice to have but not necessarily must have, other's view is like the glittery candies on top of birthday cakes. Sweet to have, but when its too much, its weighing you down.

I like to be at my own feet when it comes to decision making. Hence sometimes I do not take into account people's view but of course in a certain situation only. However, recently I feel as if people's view matters! Especially in huge decision making thingamagic.

So when people who matters questioned my decision, it got me into thinking whether I am making a good decision...a good choice in life for that matters. Whether I am fully prepared to embrace accountability with me, and whether I am confident enough to carry huge responsibility as my middle name.

Sigh...

I personally don't know what to do...

And my crisis mode people are not here

So that makes it double sigh


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Smooth sailing, I wish...

There's a huge difference between grown ups and teenagers. The most obvious is when you started to think about security and certainty. Often during our kiddo life we live our lives just to survive the next day.

We bought expensive jeans to show off and left us with only 100 bucks for the rest of the month.

We often study till the next day without proper sleep just to get sufficient marks so we can move to the next semester

And we often do things which will make us live until tomorrow.

I don't think I can do that anymore. A lot of things has changed and I believe this is just a kick start for a good life ahead. Now only I realised the fact that to own something, you have to fight for it and stand firm!!!

I hope that things will go smooth sailing.
Insyaallah...

I am now officially taking my baby steps to achieve it. It is definitely not easy but I'll survive...

Ya Allah, pls guide me through this phase...


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I Think Its About Time...

I wrote something about my contemplation on braces earlier...
Munn said in her comment "Ala, buat je"
Ikhwan pun kata "Go for it"
Miza: "Ala buat je babe"
So the first action that I took recently was the OPG and Lanteral X Ray
And boy was it ugly
Hahahahaa
My teeth are not just ugly and crooked, it still have 3 milk teeth (lanteral and K-9, cheewahh now Im talking some dental terms)
So my orthodontics, Dr Hassan mentioned that in order to do this braces thingy, I have do 5 removal of teeth. 4 via normal extraction and 1 via surgery
Scary right?
But I think what the heck, just do it la
Because these gigi susu will eventually leave me...

After consultation with the orthodontics, mould impression was done to get the real picture of how my crooked teeth looks like. and err that one also dah 'sakit' already
I cant imagine how it will feel like once I have the metal attach to my jaw.
I have nightmares already thinking about it

Wish me luck people

Tough journey, tough contestant?

I am watching the biggest loser asia now (yah of course the repeat show). The only conclusion that I can make:

DRAMA!

Asia has been known well when it comes to drama. The real drama as well as the drama mama.

The drama started in TBLA way too early. Desmond withdrew himself the second day after he got selected to join the kristy team, the RED team... Well let's face it, in the history of The Biggest Loser, never! I repeat never has any contestant withdrew from the competition. Yah Michelle did blurt out her intention to quit, but more to her conflict with her mother not because of the gruelling exercise.

Second drama, when Garry was eliminated due to his strategy to 'play' the game, I thought that was the biggest mistake Red team did! And indeed it was. Luckily they won the temptation challenge which gave them the extra 3kg reduction during weight in.

Third drama, what the hell is wrong with all the contestants who wants to quit? Thousands people kill to be in their shoe,to be accepted as TBLA contestant and they just gave up? Are we Asian a quitter? *sigh*

This reminds me of me own journey to become my own biggest loser. It was stressful experience but in the end the journey that brought me here now. While trying to lose weight I discovered my capability to run long distance.

I personally love Kevin, the heaviest guy in the villa. He has this can do attitude which I think top everyone in the house of biggest loser. If everyone can be like him...hurmmmmmm

I hope these series of drama will end soon...so no one can get an easy ride throughout the whole journey.

But if I'm in the red team, I'm so screwed man. Garang giler! Kalah miss J


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