Expectation!

Its difficult to manage expectations, and its even more difficult when you cant meet those, not even at PAR. Its frustrating when it came in a complete chain, where you repeatedly letting people down and even let yourself down.

Sometimes I wonder, is it really necessary to sacrifice your own believe, your own feelings just to ensure the other parties are happy? At the end of the day the big question marks that haunt your mind is, "Is it really worth it?"

I believe I am worth to be listen to...
I believe I am worth to be considered to...
and
I believe I am worth to be recognised...

Well, at least I used to believe in those (the above)

Now, my confidence level is kinda shaky, and I felt as if the whole world is against me. Or maybe I am just another drama queen in the making.

I hope this phase will end soon...because to be frank, I am tired!