tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6873258537270777350.post5410084643435650527..comments2023-10-22T19:47:56.497+08:00Comments on It's Me, Truly Me: Living up to the expectationsmclarennahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07303837960321341619noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6873258537270777350.post-52311032011560774002012-08-08T09:15:50.747+08:002012-08-08T09:15:50.747+08:00Hi dear,
Dont sell yourself short. Theres a reaso...Hi dear,<br /><br />Dont sell yourself short. Theres a reason past is called 'past' as we need to leave it behind and pass us by. <br /><br />I understand how you feel. I used to be a prcrastinator as well especially in my school days and that led me to no good. I failed my father's expectation too when I ran away from boarding school hence crush his dream to see me as a doctor.<br /><br />Theres always time for us to recover from our mistake. Lets not procrastinate that for now. I am pretty sure you are not a coward for blurting this out to me, it takes something. It takes courage and you surely has that. Make a small move, take those baby steps and try<br /><br />I know you will<br /><br />Would love to hear any update from you soon. email me kmclarennahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07303837960321341619noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6873258537270777350.post-60628327869725825592012-08-08T09:00:23.986+08:002012-08-08T09:00:23.986+08:00I can never live up to the expectations others hav...I can never live up to the expectations others have of me. Others being a relative term for a person I have idealized in both word and action since I can remember; my father. <br /><br />I do not make much of the opportunities life has given me. I was given two interviews on television once, he quotes how he could have used the chance to further his own student career but how I simply let them slide. Similarly, a communications company offered that I work for them once, I tried contacting them afterwards but they didn't respond. He believes that it's owing to my lack of ambition that I let opportunities like this pass me by and don't pursue them unless urged to do so.<br /><br />My reaction? I HATE myself. I have no self-respect whatsoever. I procrastinate and am an overall waste of space.<br /><br />I have disappointed the only person who ever cared for me and am too much of a coward to try and change that. Maybe I am not even worth the air I breathe everyday.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com